Selfish
The truth is the pain that comes with, letting you in leaves me helpless, open and broken. I have tried to refrain and hope for the best that at the end everything will be okay in the end that it is not that bad and that life eventually falls into place. Your plea to be with me and promises of nothing but happiness seem to be broken promises. You will tell me that you love me and and i will accept and just go back to you like a mindless zombie. Memories of you bring nothing but storms of confusion and unanswered questions about our present and the past that is full of lies and fatuous love. You do not understand that what we had is just a figment of your imagination nothing about it is true based on a lie even a sci-fi movie receives an award not this sham of a ship You speak of trust like its a penny "heads or tails" you ask it is neither just my heart breaking all over again this road has run its course closing th