My Voix My Way

SOMETIMES: I laugh the loudest                         Cry like a baby                         Brood with sadness                         I am rebellious I am who I am                       I smile the brightest                       I talk a lot                       I am annoying to my family and my friends think I am an alien I am who I am                       I am pretentious                       I think I know everything                       I know there is no one on earth who is as uniquely weird                       I am a hopeless romantic I am who I am                       I am a Christian                       I am flawed in every aspect of my being                       I do not believe in love at first sight                       I am a coward                       I ask for help when I desperately need it I am who I am                       I am a good listener                       I am game player                       I love fiction, keeps

I bet this time of the night you still up, I bet you tired from a hard long week. I bet you sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city and I hope sometimes you wonder about me....... I don't even know what made me think anything with you will be any different, how is it possible that you managed to fool me all this time. I was sure that this was exactly what i wanted, unfortunately i fell in love with the idea of falling in love with you. I was so comfortable, I guess this is what my mom warned me about. You get the girl, let the girl love you, get her weak and then you walk away. I should have walked the other way when i saw you, but hey I thought I could handle it now it handled me. You made it so easy not only loving,caring and considerate but you touched me with your smile and caressed me with your eyes, you read me like a book uncomplicated and without the trimmings. My happy ever after was about to become a reality when you walked through the door. a