My Voix My Way

I am not here to explain what the title means, but rather to give you something to think about I hope. Why is it so hard to trust someone after they have crossed you yet we claim to have forgiven them? We FORGIVE yet we cannot FORGET, I believe it is a simple concept of TRUST. I have come to realize that it is very easy to go places with someone who has not yet given you any form of doubt towards their intentions especially when you have never experienced a form of pain. I have written a piece on Forgiveness but what does it mean to FORGET and give someone a chance to REDEEM themselves? When one decides to forget about what has been, it means not to bring it up again whenever the two parties have a fight they shall not blame the past on this new problem risen. Which brings us back to the hand of chance one should be able to look past what had happened in order to be completely sincere about it, we may be human but we blame our humanity too much on a lot of our own decisions. Hum

"It is the promises you make that you keep when you said that I shall not weep no more I was a lost soul until I heard your plea Our eyes met and only gravity was one another" Most of us have heard but never experienced and I had lost hope when you rescued me from myself My knight, prince, my David maybe? There is no love song that can explain this promise that you have kept, I know that I may not see it that way now because I am hurting and the only pain that I did not want in the first place but i exposed myself to you and I do not regret the decision that I have made to do just that. "If that wich you wish to have is to so much fall on your lap, do you think that you are ready to grab with both hands and take care of it the way you had promised to?" I remember when you said that, my main priority is that you are safe and I will do anything to protect you even if it means that I will have to sacrifice myself. These words take me back to twilight I

My biggest fear was falling in love and not being able to control myself but now it is losing you that makes me nervous. Is it not funny how we protect ourselves so much that when someone finally catches you off guard it feels amazing? I did not even see you coming, it was a hit and run and the only thing I remember actually was me in your arms holding me tight. You showed me something I did not think that was possible anymore. My past was exactly that "my past' the only thing I can see actually is your smile, genuine, honest, sincere and mischievous nature. It is the way you look at me, like you are staring at someone you have known your whole life just seeing them differently. I have been happier and you gave me another reason to stay like this. I think that it is funny how we ended up here and to think that it was actually a mistake on someone else's part and a bonus on mine. There were no butterflies and I prefer it like that, they tend to fly away. I am glad that I