love
THROUGH THE BLINDS It was never the intention to feel the way i was feeling. It was not clear either if he was in the wrong place at the right time. His intentions where not clear as his words and actions contradicted one another. I was not looking fr a companion witch is why when he came along i just looked the other way but he kept pushing until i gave in. There was something different about him he did not stand out,he was an outcast with as many baggage as anyone could think. He thought i was angel but come on its cliche right,it was not even on my mind but when i cracked that stupid joke i usually do he laughed so free was he around me. I was afraid to let him in not because of my previous expirience but i was not willing to risk the relationship that we shared on something temporary, i just wanted to enjoy one thing that made me the happiest with no strings attached. And then days without him or talking to him started to really get to me.