REFLECTIONS OF A QUEEN
It has been weeks now and a part of me has been going through trying times and I cannot believe that I put myself through that again, I mean have You seen yourself. I was listening to sad songs for what I do not even remember why for days I felt sorry for myself and I shouldn't have done that. You see I did the one thing I promised never to do again.
I think you forgot one thing when you met me, I have been broken before and the truth is nothing can ever tear me to shreds again. You see this is Me and this right here is REAL. It may be that you count yourself lucky enough to have seen me vulnerable and count yourself unlucky that you ever set foot at the door. In the past months this I have come to realize that I am one amazing human being and I tend to whisper it in the dark instead of shouting it out at the highest of rooftops.
I woke up one day and I came across a beautiful soul, we started talking about random things in life and how they have had a totally different first impression on me, at the end of this conversation she said to me "wow, you are so humble, intelligent and you know your worth and capabilities. I seriously didn't know that you were this awesome, I always thought you were shy and conserved but that's not it. I'm glad I got a chance to talk to you today."
I always believed who and what I am is a little bit different from what everyone else expected from me but it has been difficult to act it out and just be me The fear was that people looked at me differently then I did so I decided to stop caring about what everyone else thinks but what I want for myself. This is one of those "dynamite comes in small packages" type of thing, I am ME and nothing or no one can take that away from me. There is no human being in this world that can dethrone me, you see my blood of royalty go deeper than just birth right its engraved in my heart and spelled right next to my name. I gave you the title you weren't ready for nor deserved, it turned out that "to you I was but a chapter and to me the whole book" what a pity that was. You were not ready for what I had to offer and that is why you couldn't pay attention when I wanted to speak. The baggage that I had been hanging onto all those years have finally disappeared and I have you to thank you for that after all where would your I be without people like you who constantly think they can move mountains wherever they want but with so little faith how can you? I come a long way and such beauty can only be seen by the pure of heart who understand that perfection is nothing but a figment of our imagination and if you want anything that lasts one must work for it, and this includes one self.
I think my friend was right when she said that It seemed I blamed myself but really it was never my fault and because right now I am conscious everything is clearer. I am a queen the meaning of a leader I am what they have been waiting for and this is just the beginning the rest is more than words, like my sister always says " work in silence and let your success do the talking". I hope that you are happy and that you are able to live with yourself for what you are doing as for me, do not even worry about this girl, she's not looking at you anymore but looking right past you.
I think you forgot one thing when you met me, I have been broken before and the truth is nothing can ever tear me to shreds again. You see this is Me and this right here is REAL. It may be that you count yourself lucky enough to have seen me vulnerable and count yourself unlucky that you ever set foot at the door. In the past months this I have come to realize that I am one amazing human being and I tend to whisper it in the dark instead of shouting it out at the highest of rooftops.
I woke up one day and I came across a beautiful soul, we started talking about random things in life and how they have had a totally different first impression on me, at the end of this conversation she said to me "wow, you are so humble, intelligent and you know your worth and capabilities. I seriously didn't know that you were this awesome, I always thought you were shy and conserved but that's not it. I'm glad I got a chance to talk to you today."
I always believed who and what I am is a little bit different from what everyone else expected from me but it has been difficult to act it out and just be me The fear was that people looked at me differently then I did so I decided to stop caring about what everyone else thinks but what I want for myself. This is one of those "dynamite comes in small packages" type of thing, I am ME and nothing or no one can take that away from me. There is no human being in this world that can dethrone me, you see my blood of royalty go deeper than just birth right its engraved in my heart and spelled right next to my name. I gave you the title you weren't ready for nor deserved, it turned out that "to you I was but a chapter and to me the whole book" what a pity that was. You were not ready for what I had to offer and that is why you couldn't pay attention when I wanted to speak. The baggage that I had been hanging onto all those years have finally disappeared and I have you to thank you for that after all where would your I be without people like you who constantly think they can move mountains wherever they want but with so little faith how can you? I come a long way and such beauty can only be seen by the pure of heart who understand that perfection is nothing but a figment of our imagination and if you want anything that lasts one must work for it, and this includes one self.
I think my friend was right when she said that It seemed I blamed myself but really it was never my fault and because right now I am conscious everything is clearer. I am a queen the meaning of a leader I am what they have been waiting for and this is just the beginning the rest is more than words, like my sister always says " work in silence and let your success do the talking". I hope that you are happy and that you are able to live with yourself for what you are doing as for me, do not even worry about this girl, she's not looking at you anymore but looking right past you.
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