Selfish
The truth is the pain that comes with,
letting you in leaves me helpless, open and broken.
I have tried to refrain and hope for the best that
at the end everything will be okay in the end that it is not that
bad and that life eventually falls into place.
Your plea to be with me and promises
of nothing but happiness seem to be broken promises.
You will tell me that you love me and and i will accept
and just go back to you like a mindless zombie.
Memories of you bring nothing
but storms of confusion and unanswered questions
about our present and the past that is full of lies
and fatuous love.
You do not understand that what we had
is just a figment of your imagination
nothing about it is true
based on a lie
even a sci-fi movie receives an award
not this sham of a ship
You speak of trust like its a penny
"heads or tails" you ask
it is neither just my heart
breaking all over again
this road has run its course
closing this door and not opening it again
I will be selfish with myself now
this me has no time for your
games nor your lies and empty promises
It was good while lasted
nothing about it was free and i understand
that now
My happiness comes first
and without that you may beg
like a dog hungry for
a bone
I AM SELFISH
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