woman of triumphs
"You are something else,if any guy who gets a chance to be with you does not see that than I will gladly say that U are too much of a woman for him".
The kind of words you wish someone would say to you in that moment of weakness. There was something totally different about this compliment,it was genuine not another one of those "get into your pants" kind of compliments, I guess there really is a little bit of truth that when a woman is confident she attracts good vibes around herself even she is contagious to others.
It not only that,I was confident with myself but I was extremely happy and totally comfortable with myself,my skin and even more my past. I used to think that i will never recover that I LIVED THERE and there is nothing that my future holds that could be so much better than WHAT WAS. I did not realize that i am not my past but what i learn from my past will always determine how i handle my future. God had not only a different plan for me but it was with great confidence that i had to learn to accept my weaknesses because I am not my weaknesses but my triumphs.
I remember the sleepless nights,the time when I would be surrounded by so many souls but yet I would still feel so alone. "I did not belong" is how i felt I did not want to talk about because honestly it felt the less talk there is about it the sooner the feeling can disappear. I did not realize that when you talk about such things and the less baggage you carry alone the better. It was only when i allowed myself to recognize that i have a problem that needed to be taken care of that i started the healing process.
I am not perfect and I am not saying that when you follow GOD you do not suffer because it is not written anywhere. The world is full of struggles,tribulations and trials these are some of the things that make life exciting because with each passing day not only are you full of gratitude that HE saw that you deserved another day protected and blessed.
The kind of words you wish someone would say to you in that moment of weakness. There was something totally different about this compliment,it was genuine not another one of those "get into your pants" kind of compliments, I guess there really is a little bit of truth that when a woman is confident she attracts good vibes around herself even she is contagious to others.
It not only that,I was confident with myself but I was extremely happy and totally comfortable with myself,my skin and even more my past. I used to think that i will never recover that I LIVED THERE and there is nothing that my future holds that could be so much better than WHAT WAS. I did not realize that i am not my past but what i learn from my past will always determine how i handle my future. God had not only a different plan for me but it was with great confidence that i had to learn to accept my weaknesses because I am not my weaknesses but my triumphs.
I remember the sleepless nights,the time when I would be surrounded by so many souls but yet I would still feel so alone. "I did not belong" is how i felt I did not want to talk about because honestly it felt the less talk there is about it the sooner the feeling can disappear. I did not realize that when you talk about such things and the less baggage you carry alone the better. It was only when i allowed myself to recognize that i have a problem that needed to be taken care of that i started the healing process.
I am not perfect and I am not saying that when you follow GOD you do not suffer because it is not written anywhere. The world is full of struggles,tribulations and trials these are some of the things that make life exciting because with each passing day not only are you full of gratitude that HE saw that you deserved another day protected and blessed.
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